Looking into his eyes was like the feeling I get when I'm in a pitch black room. I am extremely hyper and afraid at the same time. It is like I took a walk on the wild side. I go crazy, I'm everywhere. Most people like this have red veins in the plain part of the eyes ball, but I did not spot one. I keep searching while giving him directions to the local library. I finally see one but small in size and I believe it was in his right side. I could not see more, but somehow I felt like I did. In a sense, there was nothing more to see. After all, there is beauty in simplicity. I thought his eyes were brown. Did people even have black eyes? Another thing I noticed about this man was his teeth. They weren't the whitest I've seen, unlike the people on the telly. No, his teeth were quite yellow in color and stood out on his face. Those were the two things I noticed about him. The eyes and his teeth. Now that I think about it, there was more to it than that. I was getting this feeling from looking at him. Although, people have difficulty explaining their emotions I will try at least. As I stared into his eyes I had a strange feeling. I think it was one that I would call absurd. I think I didn't feel at all. He was just a man that asked a young lady directions. After I was done talking to him I went back to thinking about myself and went back to my introspective self. Headphones in my ears surrounding myself with music of The Cure. I could write an essay about the music I loved, but I don't think anyone would want to read about that. Maybe a music teacher would read it, but I would probably get an average grade. I really don't know. An unsure feeling of what to be. I go on the bus with my card handling it with my clammy hands. Going down the aisle meets with dozen eyes that I've never laid on before. I try to ignore, but the difficulty is bearably intolerable. Decided to be seated next to a stranger, to someone I used to know, but don't bother talking to anymore. An occasional "hello" here and there, but that's it.
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